Self Enlightenment While Diving in Fiji

We all understand the significance of agility toI was grateful that my beginner's depth was
grow a successful business. But how agile are welimited to 45 feet, but swimming along the side of
really and how can agility in our personal life helpthe wall I was still clearly in another world, with
us grow in our business life?nothing under my fins but darkness.
A near-drowning experience when I was a childSoon I was keenly observing the sea life; coral
left me wary of swimming and totally unwilling toheads, bulbs, fans and thousands of fish, all sizes
go deeper than snorkeling along the water'sand temperaments, from the diminutive clown fish
surface on a trip to Fiji.bravely defending his anemone home, to the shy
Before Tom and I went to Fiji, he had already35-pound sweetlips, who disappeared into his coral
been scuba diving many times during thecavern at the first sight of us. My dive master
preceding five years. I'd heard his fun stories, butfloated serenely behind me, arms crossed,
I knew he still occasionally experienced anxietyconserving breath and energy. Only his fins were
due to a long-ago diving incident. Tom, themoving, even when the menacing 10-foot reef
daredevil, with all his diving experience, havingsharks swam past us.
anxiety? That made it even harder for me toAs my breathing became more relaxed and quiet,
decide to go for it. The only way I would ventureI began to hear the sounds of the sea life.
out on the dive boat was with the promise toMidway, Tom joined me, held my hand in
myself that I could choose not to go into thecelebration, and I lost all sense of time, depth -
water.and my childhood fear. While I'll never be a fish in
Upon arrival at the reef, the first thing the divethe water, I was now enjoying their world. Even
master talked about was sharks. "This is theirmore, I was enjoying my newfound agility.
world. They're in control. Don't approach or moveChallenge a Fixed Viewpoint
toward them. Respect them. Respect theirWhere would I be if I hadn't challenged my fear
space." Actually, sharks didn't scare me at all. Iof water? Probably where I am now, but with
was too afraid of the water to worry aboutless confidence. I believe the happiest people are
sharks. First I had to get into the water. Then I'dthose who are always growing and stretching.
think about sharks.The only way to grow is to question, challenge,
Several years earlier on Maui I had tried to learnprobe for new answers and be agile enough to
to dive. On that first attempt Tom, mytry new things.
14-year-old nephew Matt and I started ourIn a career, you grow or you die professionally.
lessons in the pool. As soon as the water closedMost of us are willing to stretch when it comes to
over my face mask and I struggled with theour careers. It's expected. You strive for a bigger
weight of the tank and BCD vest that threatenedpaycheck, a bigger promotion, more influence or
to drown me, I climbed out of the pool and didn'tmore power. Why don't we do the same in our
look back. Within the safety of the shore, Ipersonal lives? One always affects the other.
enjoyed a massage instead. While they took toIn life, as in your career, when you neglect
the ocean like fish, exploring coral reefs,growth, the passion inside you cools. Plan not only
shipwrecks and the limitless variety of sea life, Ifor a bigger house or an updated vehicle, but for
clung to my beach chair with my self-help book.inner growth. Try to reinvent yourself on a
On later vacations Tom and I worked out aregular basis. You don't want to wake up five
compromise. He would dive, then return toyears from now and greet the same person in
snorkel with me. Although not much of athe mirror. You want to see a woman who has
swimmer, I was a great flailer. I snorkeled in thetranscended her former boundaries. Refusing to
shallows, where I could stand up when I tiredgrow and stretch keeps you locked in a box of
from flailing or needed to adjust my mask. Yogayour own making, just as not taking that dive
practice had prepared me for proper breathingmight have kept me out of the deep underwater
and body control, and over time my confidenceworld for the rest of my life. We set up our own
grew. So did the quality of my flailing. To this dayfailure when we believe those insidious mantras, "I
my nephew calls me shark bait.can't...I don't...I wasn't trained for that."
Back to Fiji: I watched a young girl with a mentalA woman in one of our seminars who was
disability go out doggedly every day learning tostruggling with the fast-paced training became
dive, while I stayed safely on the surface, afraidupset because she couldn't record the program. I
to leave my shallow comfort zone for the deeperoffered to let her leave the seminar that day and
unknown. I wondered who had the greatertake with her the DVD program to study at
disability, she or I. Hers was real, mine onlyhome at her own pace.
imagined. Who was more agile?She refused the offer. Instead, she sat on the
Every afternoon, Tom regaled me with stories offront row the entire six days talking to herself,
turtles, lionfish, hammerhead sharks and theescalating her frustration and not listening to a
vibrant coral he saw on his dives while I continuedword of the seminar. At the end of the program,
flailing about in the shallows. But each day Ishe was one of only a few women who failed
snorkeled into deeper and deeper water untilthe certification examination. Ninety-five percent
finally, on day four of my vacation, I built up theof the class passed. She had sabotaged herself
confidence to approach the edge of a 300-footby self-talk. Perceiving her condition to be less
wall. Looking into its depths I was suddenly nothan perfect, she created, then reinforced, those
longer content to observe from the surface. Myperceived conditions. Even if the class seemed
curiosity engaged, I longed to dive deep andoverwhelming, she could have dramatically
envelope myself in the dark wonders below. Iimproved her experience by challenging her fixed
resolved to try diving again.viewpoint.
My first dive was in a shallow bay. I clung to theThat's not to say we should shut our eyes to
bottom, pulling up sand and sea grass at 15 feetproblems. Agility comes in recognizing what's not
down. Easy. Being close to the bottom gave meworking and fixing it. But there's a difference
security and perspective, and the small successbetween complaining or stirring up unrest and
encouraged me to go for more.pointing out a situation that needs to be changed.
On the second dive I dove longer and deeper toWhen employees come to me with a complaint, I
25 feet. On my third dive, we boated to a sandysay, "Don't criticize - strategize and offer an
ledge that led to the 300-foot wall I was ready toalternative." I don't expect the perfect solution,
explore. The boat rocked on five-foot swells. Tombut I do expect a suggestion.
and the dive master rolled off the side of theI didn't always own a sizeable company. I grew up
boat backwards - the standard diver's show-offselling Avon, working at Burger King and then
entry. When the dive master instructed me to doworking as a nurse. Owning a growing company
the same, I said, "No way!" and headed down theconstantly challenges my viewpoints and has
narrow stepladder designed for deck shoes, nottaught me this attitude: "Wherever you are, make
fins. No easy feat. Tom said it was typical of methe most of it by questioning, probing and
to take the hard way down. Stepping from thechallenging fixed viewpoints." Add a sense of
ladder, I slid beneath the surface.wonder and curiosity. The more you open up to
After the initial roller coaster ride associated withthe amazing world around you, the more agility
equalizing my ears and my anxiety, we swamyou will have.
along the shallow bottom to the precipice andI could easily have enjoyed Fiji without flexing my
slowly dropped into the 300-foot abyss.agility beyond snorkeling, but after I challenged
Surprisingly, the stability and quiet of beingmy viewpoint, Fiji became an unforgettable,
underwater was a wonderful respite from thelife-changing experience. Inside every woman is
swells that bounced the boat on the surface.the agility to be anything she wants to be and to
Anyway, it does no good to scream underwater.do everything her passionate vision demands.